On 25th of October 2021, the Sudanese military, led by General Abdel Fatah al-Burhan, took control over the government in a military coup. At least five senior government figures were initially detained. Internet outages immediately happened. Later the same day, the Sovereignty Council was dissolved, a state of emergency was put in place. consequently, protests started on 25 and 26 of October against the coup. During the coup period I was in the city of Aarhus Denmark stressing and living into atmospheres of fear and depression. I started to feel week and defeated, but as the Sudanese people were fighting live pullets pulled out of the General guns, I as a Sudanese diaspora was also fighting the fear he wish to prevail.