To not be given the chance to see myself with certainty, both physically and psychologically, is enough of a reason to Induce anxiety and self-doubt when confronting the environment as an outsider. Then, I feel hopelessly trapped in a position with no way out, creating delusions of reality - that drags me into the depths of horror. 
Since I arrived here at Aarhus - this European city which is completely foreign to me, I began to feel insecure and haunted by nightmares of doubt and inferiority.